pink!!

spring for SIDS my liddo Melinda wore pink i love her in pink she looks super duper kute who wore pink today in honer of Maddie and macie

Melinda and Melanie

today was a nice day apart from me been sick since my liddo girl sick i got sick to i got the worse ear infection ever it hurts like my hole left side hurts !!!!

i love this picture

i cant believe my liddo girl is 4months already she already eats 6oz every 4 or 3hours and wears 6to 9 month clothes she soo big i cant wait to feed her cereal we going to the doctor Tuesday lets c how big she is now im thinking in like 14 or 15 pounds will c  

its easter

well its and ugly azz day its like one of them days that u sleep all day! yea well i got my sister her baskets this morning i was still making bows1 i sale them BTW if u ever want 1 i came this morning to my moms house to give my sisters her baskets hahaha my sister thought they were for this other kids um no she tripen they not my fam why would i give them a basket that big but i did get them bags full of candy and i was nice i guess the nice bug hit me jiji! my baby been grumpy since she hasn't slept well today! she looks so kute in her Easter dress!!! i love taking pix of her but there on my phone so it sux they dont come out all bright like i want them!!1 since it was raining all day we hid the eggs all over the house it was so funny how my sister was trying to take all the eggs and leave my little sister with nothing !!! she hella funny but in the end Melanie got more then her!!! 2more dayz till my little girl turns 4months she soo big she always eating her dress so funny she wants tor roll over already i dont even know at what age they do that is it 4months? she almost ready to eat cereal!! i cant wait ftm so its exciting to give her cereal for the first time i hope she likes it!!! ill post pix when she gets her first bits of it that going to be priceless!!

HOPE U GUYS HAD AN AWESOME EASTER WITH UR LOVE 1'S

its almost easter!!

its my bbys first Easter... my bby girls first Easter. ans she almost 4months. she getting big so fast i cant believe it i got my hunny an Easter basket i love him to much hahahah got him lots of candy's.. i got one for my 2 sisters i love them to hahahaaha... i got them lost of candy and stuff i have to go make them there bows right now i got i got some stuff for some friends to i mean give without wanting something in return. i hope it dont rain tomorrow i hope god don't make it rain i want it to be worm so i can put Melinda her little dress her gm got her... it supper kute.. ill post pic tomorrow if its not cold it been raining all week we been caught in the rain 3x now i swear we just dont learn well i get it yesterday i got caught cuzz i helped a blind lady get to stake and shake i mean she was just there idk why Ppl dont have a heart and help her get across the street to where she needs to get to... i love helping Ppl but sometimes im scared that there not going to want my help and tell me to fuck off ..... well i cant wait for tomorrow crossing my fingers it dont rain!!! well i hope every1 has an awesome Easter Sunday 3 more dayz till Melinda turns 4months

Melinda this days Sunday april 17, 2011

this life of mine!!!!

Wow been wasting lost of money buying stuff I don't really need or eating out and I need to save my money we need to move out from this place they don't let us have kids here so we need to move out its really stupid that they don't let us have cuzzbbys here just cuzz its a 1bedroom apartment its not like I'm going to have my bby in a different room while she a bby I prefer for her to be by my side where I can check on her while she sleeping in her bed! I can't believe my bby girl will be 4months in 5dayz why do they get big so fast? She already wearing 6 to 9month onesies her newborn pants still fit and everything else from 3 to 9months fit she do disproportionate! Hahaha I love her though! I want to baptize Melinda asap its the best thing for a bby do u guys baptize? I want her to have a nice party so she can get presents! Who doesn't love them! I know I do! I LOVE MELINDA ANAHI AND HER DADDY!! i just cant stop reading Maddie's mom blog i love it she is such a strong women i wish i was strong like her i think if anything happened to my bby ill go nuts but i know that Maddie is with her family!

WELL I DONT LIKE THIS

well i think i didn't tell u guys but we got this new dude living with us my hunnys bff ugh its so annoying since i really didn't know him.. well know him. its really annoying having some 1 in ur house that u don't know and using ur stuff and everything its not like i just can kick him out he came all the way from cali!! its to far he came in car some dude that my hunny knows brought him he wanted to leave him in oklahoma but at the end decided to bring him all the way well he had to cuzz the dude payed for everything!i feel so wired cuzz i mean he in the living room since we in a 1 bedroom apartment for now! we still have 2months left till that contract ends ugh its way to fucked up! its so annoying that he is there watching everything i do! plus his day is based on SOCCER 24/7 ANNOYING!!! idk i just feel wired like they say the dead man in 3days stinks idk something like that in English..he only been here a week and its killing me!!! plus he a conceded azz bitch that don't like nothing cheap everything has to be top every girl he sees or whatever has to have class here the hell is he going to find one like that in stl good luck to him idk why my hunny told him to come over here he never gave me a say in this!! i guess he still thinks he lives ALONE well that's his decision he will learn sooner or later!! u learn from Ur mistakes....

Besides that everything is good my baby girl is so big she almost 4months cant believe time goes by so fast next thing i know its going to be her 1,2,3,4,5 birthday she trying to sit down already i cant wait to start her off on baby cereal!! don't they start eating that at 4months i love when she smiles talks its just to adorable i love her with all my hear idk what i would do without my little chubby cheeks she is the best thing that has happened to me 12-26-10 MELINDA ANAHI NIEVES WAS BORN!!!  

cought in the rain

OMG i got caught in the rain well all my fambam did it was awful! we were going to pay my moms rent then go to the target well we just made it to the rent place we left and like 5 min. later it was poring rain it dont matter if i get wet it was my bby that worried me it was so nice out all day and when we diecided to go out its starts raining and with HAIL  are u serious i was freezing cuzz i wasnt wearing a swater or nothing!!! my little sister got wet my mom and my hunny thankfully melinda didnt that was good i was runing for cover but then after a while i waa like whats the point if im going to get all wet!!! so i just walked and all the hail was bouncing off my head this liddo suckers hut hahahaha !!! i couldnt even walk home no more then it just started poring again i was like dang this Ppl dont have a heart but i guess Ppl now a days dont do nothing good for Ppl well like theyt say do something good and god will give u something better..... i guess they have to learn!!! well at least my hunny was there with us so he took melinda home faster!!! thats what happens when u dont have a car :( well i guess there rain just wanted to get us wet cuzz right when we got home it stopped and it cleared out!!! i just hope i don't get sick just for going there!!!! we should of followed our instinct and went into Berger king to pass the storm well lesson learned!! well life goes on jijijij so how is every1 doing today hope good

im about to explod

omg im so fucken serious this dude cant get over what happened 3years ago he still fucken around and saying all kinds of bull shit why the fuck do u have to bring my bby into this she didn't do nothing to ur big head azz i just fucken hate i swear i wish u would just jump off a cliff or even get ran over by a car or something that would kill u so slow that u would be wishing u was dead Ur the ugliest dude iv seen in my life Ur hole family is!!!! u look like a fucken alien that i don't even know how Ur mom gave birth to that head i bet she was like take him away he to ugly she should of feeded u to the dogs!! I'm sorry u still in love with me but why don't u just move on and live Ur life like u never knew me!!! u just have to keep calling keep calling me names i should just move away so u would just get over yourself u think u the shit u think u a gangster well u now and one day some1 is going to come along and kill u or hurt u realllllly bad that u going to realize how worthless Ur life really iz!!! i know u wish u had me by Ur side but i have a wonderful family now that i love with all my heart and a bby girl that u might think is ugly and everything but she is the most beautiful little girl iv seen because she is mine and u thought i was going to marry u yea right i didn't want my kid coming out looking like a big headed monster Ur like the Dino from meet the Robson's instead of having little hands u have a midget body small a centimeter pines hahahah wtf are u going to do with that not even to make a bby ur low life!!! hahahah his azz looks like that



i fucken hate u benjamin carlin yea u can rot in hell putoooooo ugly azz u go suck balls thats why ur ugly azz likes guys hahahahahaha



sorry for this  i just had to vent

w/e

its a whatever day i cant wait for my chubby cheeks 2 be 3months so i can go take her to get her ears pierced!

what should i post about today i didn't do nothing but stay home that is so boring to me for real just take care of my girl she is getting bigger everyday she already stared playing with my bracelets pulling on them its just so kute! what is Ur bby doing at this age? the ped says she gonna roll over early wow they grow up soo fast  i miss her new born days!

well laterz Ppl

to ms. maddie

maddie ur gone but not forgotten i didn't know u but i feel like i did! u are such a beautiful girl its been a month since u went to heaven is it nice up there? put in a gud word for us!

today is a wonderful day it supper worm 2 day. i wish i could of went to the parade but had to wash ugh but oh well it got to get done sooner or later!

i took some pic of Melinda dedicating them to Maddie i hope she likes them! :)

will add more later


i hope u guys have a fun day especially Maddie's parents

MADDIE UR GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN!

 (HOPE U DONT MIND ME TAKING THE PIC)IF U DO JUST TELL ME! :)

so....

well 2day went shopping again! like always everything for my chubby checks got her lots of things for her hair! and some toys. im tiered.been walking all day.

iv bee thinking of something i want to let women that cant have kids borrow or rent whatever u call it my uterus i love the idea of giving some1 the gift of life! its just so amazing to me. what u guys think?

 
babys are just the best thing in the world i love it i love reading about how they develop. and how they just grow in ur belly! my aunt wants a bby but she cant have 1 cuzz of complications so i would love to give her a bby but she dont think i would do it but i would ill be glad to!

well u guys i want to show u some pix of my chubby cheeks from 2day

she was sleeping with her finger like that is just so cute to me

so tierd

yawn she looks so kute

 im hella tired 2 day i woke up like around 9 and totally forgot i had a wic appointment so i got dressed and got chubby checks dressed and we were out the door it took me longer to get there then for them to give me the coupons! so i got home ate some rice u know we dont eat meat 2day!! well i went shopping got my girl lots of toys and 2 dolls yea she cant play with them right now but she will there super kute 

got her this binky holder i love it its supper kute
omg look at this pick i love when she hold her binky she looks adorable

dont it look cute well thats all i got to say im bored now i want to go to the st.patricks parade 2morow but idk if my mom is gana want to go :( melinda is going to look so cute i b ought her this really cute yellow dress i LOVE IT!!!!!

ugh

im really tired my bby girl been grumpy all day idk maybe its cuzz she been a little sick but i love her
omg iv been taking this pills to loose wight and they make me sooo thersty like iv been drinking a gallon of water a day and at nite i have to get up to drink water ugh but i hope they work they worked for this lady but idk if they will work for me!!

how does my liddo girl look 2 nite before her shower she was watching tv yea i know its bad but a liddo a day dont hurt

                                                            
why they saying its going to snow a little 2nite so sad i need this cold to be over with but when it gets hot every1 is going to be saying i want it to be cold again cuzz shit its like a desert here!!!

so how is every1 2day mmm im thinking of buying some blocks from maddie's mom lets c what happens i might just do them my self if i can lol i want to do some bows for my girl but im kinda of a slow azz so it takes me for ever to learn lol

look at my nephew he so kute lol well now he almost 2 where has the time gone it looks like just yesterday he was born i dont want time to go by that fast with melinda im already thinking of getting pregnant again i want another little bundle of joy there the cutest when there bbys i wish melinda could go back to been a liddo thing that  her head fit in ur had awww i miss them dayzz well ill c u guys tomorrow i have to clean up my house before my hunny gets home

ummm....

omg im so stuffed we ate some pizza hut what i haven't done in like a year or so. my head is killing me idk why my head is hurting recently..... remember i told u guys that my liddo sister loves to dance well this is her favorite song i mean she can listen to it none stop all day everyday 24/7

i went to the doctor 2day it was okay it took longer for me to go in then for them to check me that aggravates me!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh they say i have starting high blood pressure that sux

my bby girl is been really cranky idk why! she been a liddo sick se trying to get over her cold i hope she gets better soon. i need this weather to be over with so i can take her out without the risk of her getting sick cuzz it gets cold then it gets hot then cold agan and thats how she all stuffy

i love this little girl to death idk how suck a little thing can take all ur love she is so beautiful
well Ppl till 2morow gotta go take care of my chubby checks

what a day

well my bby girl been a grumpy liddo girl 2day idk she is kinda sick i feel bad :(. 2day was a chill day since its so cold out that i cant go no where walking.this weather is driving me nuts it get worm then it get super cold then its raining when is this weather going to get better i want to take my cachetona out so she can c the world.  


omg Ppl i thin my liddo sister is going to be a singer she loves singing dancing and everything in between.she was all dancing today trying to make us dance and sing with her she is so adorable but she a liddo devil she was such a good girl when she was born but she made up for it now.

she 3 and a devil lol i love her though this liddo girl loves my bby she always wants to carry her be with her shower her everything she hates to hear her cry! she will scream and cry till we pay attention to melinda.
omg i have a doctors appointment lets c whats up! but i have to go on the bus and its going to rain awww boohoo poor me lol i wAnted to take melinda with me but no its going to be to cold for that well i have to go have to go take care of melind gotta love that liddo angle!!

something new

heyy this esperanza lol im a new blogger lets c how this goes. a liddo about me im 19 i have a beautiful bby girl. her name is melinda anahi nieves.she is 2month. her nirthday is dec.26, 2010 she was 4 days early! im a first mom pregnancy was great till the last month but all the pain was totally worth it. well im engaged to a wonderful man i love him with all my heart he is the best thing that has happened to me! we met online. and we just hit it off and here we are. 

well what i did 2day was that i read maddies blog it was soo sad i feel so bad i know how she feels i would die if anything happened to my bby girl she is such a tough lady i couldn't be like her it has me crying for such a long time i think if i talk about it i will still be crying!

                                                        rest in peace liddo angle ull be missed
she was and is such a beautiful bby girl my thoughts an prayers are with the family 1day stronger