this life of mine!!!!

Wow been wasting lost of money buying stuff I don't really need or eating out and I need to save my money we need to move out from this place they don't let us have kids here so we need to move out its really stupid that they don't let us have cuzzbbys here just cuzz its a 1bedroom apartment its not like I'm going to have my bby in a different room while she a bby I prefer for her to be by my side where I can check on her while she sleeping in her bed! I can't believe my bby girl will be 4months in 5dayz why do they get big so fast? She already wearing 6 to 9month onesies her newborn pants still fit and everything else from 3 to 9months fit she do disproportionate! Hahaha I love her though! I want to baptize Melinda asap its the best thing for a bby do u guys baptize? I want her to have a nice party so she can get presents! Who doesn't love them! I know I do! I LOVE MELINDA ANAHI AND HER DADDY!! i just cant stop reading Maddie's mom blog i love it she is such a strong women i wish i was strong like her i think if anything happened to my bby ill go nuts but i know that Maddie is with her family!