pink!!

spring for SIDS my liddo Melinda wore pink i love her in pink she looks super duper kute who wore pink today in honer of Maddie and macie

Melinda and Melanie

today was a nice day apart from me been sick since my liddo girl sick i got sick to i got the worse ear infection ever it hurts like my hole left side hurts !!!!

i love this picture

i cant believe my liddo girl is 4months already she already eats 6oz every 4 or 3hours and wears 6to 9 month clothes she soo big i cant wait to feed her cereal we going to the doctor Tuesday lets c how big she is now im thinking in like 14 or 15 pounds will c  

its easter

well its and ugly azz day its like one of them days that u sleep all day! yea well i got my sister her baskets this morning i was still making bows1 i sale them BTW if u ever want 1 i came this morning to my moms house to give my sisters her baskets hahaha my sister thought they were for this other kids um no she tripen they not my fam why would i give them a basket that big but i did get them bags full of candy and i was nice i guess the nice bug hit me jiji! my baby been grumpy since she hasn't slept well today! she looks so kute in her Easter dress!!! i love taking pix of her but there on my phone so it sux they dont come out all bright like i want them!!1 since it was raining all day we hid the eggs all over the house it was so funny how my sister was trying to take all the eggs and leave my little sister with nothing !!! she hella funny but in the end Melanie got more then her!!! 2more dayz till my little girl turns 4months she soo big she always eating her dress so funny she wants tor roll over already i dont even know at what age they do that is it 4months? she almost ready to eat cereal!! i cant wait ftm so its exciting to give her cereal for the first time i hope she likes it!!! ill post pix when she gets her first bits of it that going to be priceless!!

HOPE U GUYS HAD AN AWESOME EASTER WITH UR LOVE 1'S

its almost easter!!

its my bbys first Easter... my bby girls first Easter. ans she almost 4months. she getting big so fast i cant believe it i got my hunny an Easter basket i love him to much hahahah got him lots of candy's.. i got one for my 2 sisters i love them to hahahaaha... i got them lost of candy and stuff i have to go make them there bows right now i got i got some stuff for some friends to i mean give without wanting something in return. i hope it dont rain tomorrow i hope god don't make it rain i want it to be worm so i can put Melinda her little dress her gm got her... it supper kute.. ill post pic tomorrow if its not cold it been raining all week we been caught in the rain 3x now i swear we just dont learn well i get it yesterday i got caught cuzz i helped a blind lady get to stake and shake i mean she was just there idk why Ppl dont have a heart and help her get across the street to where she needs to get to... i love helping Ppl but sometimes im scared that there not going to want my help and tell me to fuck off ..... well i cant wait for tomorrow crossing my fingers it dont rain!!! well i hope every1 has an awesome Easter Sunday 3 more dayz till Melinda turns 4months

Melinda this days Sunday april 17, 2011

this life of mine!!!!

Wow been wasting lost of money buying stuff I don't really need or eating out and I need to save my money we need to move out from this place they don't let us have kids here so we need to move out its really stupid that they don't let us have cuzzbbys here just cuzz its a 1bedroom apartment its not like I'm going to have my bby in a different room while she a bby I prefer for her to be by my side where I can check on her while she sleeping in her bed! I can't believe my bby girl will be 4months in 5dayz why do they get big so fast? She already wearing 6 to 9month onesies her newborn pants still fit and everything else from 3 to 9months fit she do disproportionate! Hahaha I love her though! I want to baptize Melinda asap its the best thing for a bby do u guys baptize? I want her to have a nice party so she can get presents! Who doesn't love them! I know I do! I LOVE MELINDA ANAHI AND HER DADDY!! i just cant stop reading Maddie's mom blog i love it she is such a strong women i wish i was strong like her i think if anything happened to my bby ill go nuts but i know that Maddie is with her family!

WELL I DONT LIKE THIS

well i think i didn't tell u guys but we got this new dude living with us my hunnys bff ugh its so annoying since i really didn't know him.. well know him. its really annoying having some 1 in ur house that u don't know and using ur stuff and everything its not like i just can kick him out he came all the way from cali!! its to far he came in car some dude that my hunny knows brought him he wanted to leave him in oklahoma but at the end decided to bring him all the way well he had to cuzz the dude payed for everything!i feel so wired cuzz i mean he in the living room since we in a 1 bedroom apartment for now! we still have 2months left till that contract ends ugh its way to fucked up! its so annoying that he is there watching everything i do! plus his day is based on SOCCER 24/7 ANNOYING!!! idk i just feel wired like they say the dead man in 3days stinks idk something like that in English..he only been here a week and its killing me!!! plus he a conceded azz bitch that don't like nothing cheap everything has to be top every girl he sees or whatever has to have class here the hell is he going to find one like that in stl good luck to him idk why my hunny told him to come over here he never gave me a say in this!! i guess he still thinks he lives ALONE well that's his decision he will learn sooner or later!! u learn from Ur mistakes....

Besides that everything is good my baby girl is so big she almost 4months cant believe time goes by so fast next thing i know its going to be her 1,2,3,4,5 birthday she trying to sit down already i cant wait to start her off on baby cereal!! don't they start eating that at 4months i love when she smiles talks its just to adorable i love her with all my hear idk what i would do without my little chubby cheeks she is the best thing that has happened to me 12-26-10 MELINDA ANAHI NIEVES WAS BORN!!!  

cought in the rain

OMG i got caught in the rain well all my fambam did it was awful! we were going to pay my moms rent then go to the target well we just made it to the rent place we left and like 5 min. later it was poring rain it dont matter if i get wet it was my bby that worried me it was so nice out all day and when we diecided to go out its starts raining and with HAIL  are u serious i was freezing cuzz i wasnt wearing a swater or nothing!!! my little sister got wet my mom and my hunny thankfully melinda didnt that was good i was runing for cover but then after a while i waa like whats the point if im going to get all wet!!! so i just walked and all the hail was bouncing off my head this liddo suckers hut hahahaha !!! i couldnt even walk home no more then it just started poring again i was like dang this Ppl dont have a heart but i guess Ppl now a days dont do nothing good for Ppl well like theyt say do something good and god will give u something better..... i guess they have to learn!!! well at least my hunny was there with us so he took melinda home faster!!! thats what happens when u dont have a car :( well i guess there rain just wanted to get us wet cuzz right when we got home it stopped and it cleared out!!! i just hope i don't get sick just for going there!!!! we should of followed our instinct and went into Berger king to pass the storm well lesson learned!! well life goes on jijijij so how is every1 doing today hope good

im about to explod

omg im so fucken serious this dude cant get over what happened 3years ago he still fucken around and saying all kinds of bull shit why the fuck do u have to bring my bby into this she didn't do nothing to ur big head azz i just fucken hate i swear i wish u would just jump off a cliff or even get ran over by a car or something that would kill u so slow that u would be wishing u was dead Ur the ugliest dude iv seen in my life Ur hole family is!!!! u look like a fucken alien that i don't even know how Ur mom gave birth to that head i bet she was like take him away he to ugly she should of feeded u to the dogs!! I'm sorry u still in love with me but why don't u just move on and live Ur life like u never knew me!!! u just have to keep calling keep calling me names i should just move away so u would just get over yourself u think u the shit u think u a gangster well u now and one day some1 is going to come along and kill u or hurt u realllllly bad that u going to realize how worthless Ur life really iz!!! i know u wish u had me by Ur side but i have a wonderful family now that i love with all my heart and a bby girl that u might think is ugly and everything but she is the most beautiful little girl iv seen because she is mine and u thought i was going to marry u yea right i didn't want my kid coming out looking like a big headed monster Ur like the Dino from meet the Robson's instead of having little hands u have a midget body small a centimeter pines hahahah wtf are u going to do with that not even to make a bby ur low life!!! hahahah his azz looks like that



i fucken hate u benjamin carlin yea u can rot in hell putoooooo ugly azz u go suck balls thats why ur ugly azz likes guys hahahahahaha



sorry for this  i just had to vent